Weakness Point
- Aug 29, 2017
- 3 min read
Well, is there a perfect person? Or a flawless person? We all know the answer without 0.5% thinking. We all have our flaws, our habits, and not the least, our weakness points.
So what is a "weakness point"? Literally, it's something that not only makes us weak when it comes to our consideration, but also makes us unable to think and find ourselves drained in our emotions and feelings. This may include a certain type of food, a habit we are used to do, an addiction to smoking or wine. It differs from a person to another, but luckily, all kinds of weakness points can be overcome by the needed effort and will, except only two that nearly impossible to be overcome: The phobia, and the deep love.
Phobia doesn't need arguments, like everybody knows that a phobia is highly exaggerated uncontrollable fear of something like from heights or fire or anything. No one can disagree with this, but what is controversial and debatable, is the deep love.
"You know you love this person when you FALL in love" This sentence can briefly explain the mechanism of deep love, a person who saw another person (more likely the two are with different genders to each other), then out of nowhere, with no will or no mind or no logic to explain it, one of them - or both - find him/herself falling in beauty of emotions, making it hard, but way hard for anyone of them to give up on the other.
Then why love is weakness? Very Simple. When you fall in love, you find yourself more vulnerable and alert, in other words, more easily affected by negative thoughts and impressions, adding up to many disorders (not saying 100% disrupted) like anxiety and depression and bipolar, and also feeling more challenging to sleep, and in my case, a severe abdomen pain too.
But you know, that's not the problem, I was okay with that kind of pain for almost a year and half because I was always thinking, and thinking, and thinking about finding any excuse that a certain person never meant to harm me, and that I kept getting love as much as I gave or less. The problem is, when you find the shock and harm are real and no excuses can help anymore, when you find out the person you love with your mind and emotions doesn't think the same as you, as if a dagger is stuck in your heart, really! The pain is truly irresistable.
Now where the blame will go to? If we think logically, it's clearly not wrong to love and to care, even excessively due to the "falling in love" effect. But in this world, the different person never escapes the blame. We all know, that the mechanism of deep love applies only with relationship mates or people who interacted with each other more than 6 months at least. But like Nico & Vinz, Am I Wrong? Am I Wrong to think out of the box? Is it a disaster to be more kind-hearted to people? Is it a shame if I loved people quickly?
That's why my clashes inside me will never stop to infinity, and I will never escape being hurt, and my face will be constantly covered by tears. No matter if these people think deep love is weakness then deep love isn't a good thing, at any case the pain I wish I can end it without making anyone upset around will keep persisting. So let me keeping up doing the thing I find nothing wrong in doing.
It's better for you to experience this effect if you don't, I accept you whoever you are anyways.
Thank you for reading!!
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